Yogeshwari Aai Darshanam

Dreams are mirror,  reflecting our innermost selves and surroundings, invariably capturing our desires, ambitions, fears, and the sentiments of our subconscious mind.

Dreams been a subject of fascination and interpretation and I consider them messages from God or a window into the future.

I dream quite frequently, including day dreaming, but I also strive to lay a solid foundation beneath my air castles. Recently, I was observeing some fasting, holding on a belief that one who can control hunger can master all feelings and senses.

Before starting my fasting period, I was eager to visit Shree Koleshwar Mahadev, Shree Mahankaleshwar Mandir Ujjain, or Yogeshwari Devi Sthanam in Ambejogai. However, family priorities kept me from going. Though unfulfilled, I accepted this as the will of the divine, which no one can overrule.

Having lived in this city for many years, I had never visited Chaturshringi Tirth Sthanam, even though I often passed by during my mother’s hospitalization, each time promising myself a visit. Yet, priorities held me back.

Feeling a bit frustrated that I hadn’t visited any of the temples and was caught up in the materialistic world, one night I dreamt of Yogeshwari Devi and in my dream I felt like Chaturshringi Devi is Yogeshwari devi herself. It felt like a message from the goddess, indicating that she was never far from me; she was right here in my city, waiting for my visit.

Thrilled and excited, I visited Yogeshwari Devi (Chaturshringi Devi) the very next day. The sense of fulfillment, contentment, and joy I felt was unparalleled.

From that day onwards, I made it a point to visit Chaturshringi Devi frequently, seeing her as my beloved Yogeshwari Devi.  Every time I stood before the deity, I felt a wave of fulfillment wash over me, as if all my inner desires were being acknowledged and understood.

Yogeshwari Devi Prasanna!! 

Sakshatkaar with Chanchala

Throughout my life, I've had numerous encounters with the divine. I firmly believe that the creator and governor of this universe, the true magician who controls our minds, bodies, and souls, has often appeared before me in human form. Yet, each time, I've been tricked by his divine play, unable to recognize him

I've often wondered what God and the Goddess truly look like. Do they resemble the idols and images we know them by, or do they appear as ordinary humans in this Kalyuga? If given the chance to behold them, would I even be able to recognize them. After all, we boast of our "artificial" intelligence, yet remain unaware that everything that happens to us is according to the divine will.

There have been instances where my eyes have seen a human being, but my soul has sensed the presence of the divine. Yet, before I could reconcile the confusion of my mind, senses, and spirit, the person has vanished from my sight. Accepting this as the divine's play, I've convinced myself that he will return again. And indeed, he has appeared in various forms, only to elude me each time. I being a humble human, incapable of fully comprehending him.

Just recently, on the evening of Diwali, my wife and I were walking towards an ATM when we passed a laborer couple with a child, standing before a garment shop and admiring a green sari. As we walked by, a thought occurred to me to purchase the sari for the woman, along with some clothes for her husband and crackers for their child, imagining the joy it would bring them.

However, as we moved on, my mind reassessed the situation, and I became convinced that the seemingly ordinary laborer couple were none other than Goddess Lakshmi and Lord Narayan, along with Lord Ganesha. Filled with this realization, I urged my wife to rush back and offer to buy the sari for the "Goddess." But alas, in the Diwali crowd, she could not locate them, and our efforts to find them were in vain.

Though I was unable to seize this lifetime opportunity to serve the divine, I remain steadfast in my belief that I will encounter them again, in some other form and place. For even if I may lack the material wealth of this world, but I've earned enough wealth for the Journey beyond this life by the divine's grace.

Shri Lakshmi Narayan Namah!! Shree Ganeshaya Namah!!

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I’m early riser and in turn get 2/3 hrs. extra as compared to late risers 😁 , WFH during last 2 years was bonus of 3 hrs. daily and to effectively utilize the time I picked up few knowledge areas for learning.

I invested my time in "Technical analysis of stocks", Astrology and Accounts (In relation to each other and stand alone as well). Though Astrology charmed me but couldn’t get the desired hold whereas still focusing on accounts and Preparing for CA Intermediate exams.

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ऐ खुदा जब कुछ ना हो रहा हो तो बारिश ही हो जाये
मेरे अश्को को राह मिल जाये,ऐ खुदा बारिश हो जाये ||

फुहारों को थामने की कोशीश मैंने की है|
आँसुओ को छुपाने की कोशिश  मैंने की है||

परिंदो की आहट से घोसले आबाद हो चले है
पेड़ दरख्त सभी आशियाने हो चले  है||

ये आफ़ताब भी अब ढलने को है, या खुदा बारिश होने को है ||
तेरी इनायत को में देख रहा हूँ, या खुदा मैं बारिश देख रहा हूँ||

Need Vs Wants

I don’t know whether it’s my arrogance or ignorance,

But see everyone as a trader in this materialistic world

With things to be used and people to be loved

Still nothing goes along to the other world.

We collect perishables and often boast of this vs that,

But finally surrender everything on the eternal path

Needs are getting endless and surpassing wants

But I have limited need with few wants.

I being governor of my needs Circumstances leading to my wants

I dumped my Car!!

I love pizzas and see real life and self in them.

Problems like cheese, stretching to the extend I stretch.

Topping being my dis/likings the one I choose, giving flavors to my life.

Beneath everything is the base, real truth, inner me and only me.

I simply love pizzas as nothing can go wrong with them in the entirety.  

Madder happiness of the Pizza girl screeming “I dumped him” Inspired me. 

Being happy after breakup, gave me needed motivation.

With a message to unlearn/learn and empowering self “I dumped my car”.

I dumped her as the relationship between us was not working well J

Idea to love people and use things, letting me let go certain things.

I’m sure that Pizza girl will get a better match and I will get a better car.

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Kiss of Life

तुम्हे हर रोज अपने बहुत करीब पाया है |

तुमसे मिल का जिंदगी का अहसास आया है || 

तुमसे जीने की उम्मीदें मिली है | 

तुम्हारी आगोश में हर ख़ुशी मिली है || 

तुमसे मिल कर अपनी परेशानीय भुल जाता हूँ | 

उनसे पार पाने की युक्तियाँ पाता हूँ || 

तुम्ही हो जिसने मुझे  सपने दिखाए है | 

मेरी कल्पनाओं को पर लगाये है || 

तुम ही हो जिसने मुझे हर वक्त थामा है | 

तुम्हारे साथ अपने गंतव्य को साधा है  || 

इससे पहले कि मैं हमेंशा के  लिए सौ जाऊँ |  

इस दुनिया को अलविदा कह जाऊँ || 

तुम मेरा पथ प्रदर्शित करते रहना |
मेरा साथ हमेशा निभाए रखना ||